Friday, March 20, 2026

A sign from above?

You might have been wondering why I took a break from posting... Well, we had another "simulation"! And this one was different... VERY different!

So, for some ordinary reason, there was this horrible woman who came into the classroom where we did the simulation and made us into all kinds of creatures, and also said that we would not have any chance to pass. Now, I have a piece of documentation which gives me 4 hours instead of 2, and also gives me access to folders with basically all of the essentials for the exam. It is like a cheat code if you know how to use it!

Anyways!

There were also teachers that supervised us during the simulation. For example, at the Romanian simulation, there were two teachers from our school, and they were chill as hell! But at the math simulation, there were these two ladies from the school where we were taking the simulation, and they apparently had something against me... For example, I was asking where my seat was, and one of them said that I should chill out. I did not even scream at her! Like, what was her problem with me?

After that was finished, I realized that this may be how normal school is after all. Let's just say that I am not in a school funded by the government or a similar institution. And seeing how teachers from a school funded by the state are, it kind of ruined the image I had about Romania even more! It was already ruined by the fact that Romania has corruption and instability more than any country in the EU, but now that I have seen this with my own eyes, it made the dream of moving to the Netherlands seem even more appealing than before.

Now that you've heard only negative things... let me tell you about some positive ones as well! So, at the Romanian test (exam, however you want to call it), there are two texts given. Usually, both of them are extremely boring, but these two were something different!

The first one was about two kids going through the forest to someone's sheepfold. And the second one was about someone just reconnecting with nature. As soon as I saw the title of the second text my mind instantly activated, the title in question being "Eu și vulpea" (translation from Romanian: Me and the fox). Now, if you searched deep enough on my blog and also my wiki, you might know that I am a part of the furry fandom and that I have a fox fursona named Russet Ashford.

When I was reading the second text, I felt something in my soul warming up. Not because of the text itself, but because I have a very strong connection with my fursona. Every time I hear just the word "fox" or anything related to it, I instantly activate my mind.

Sounds weird, doesn't it?

After I was done with the Romanian test, I talked with some of my classmates (mainly girls) about the second text, and they said as well that they thought of me while reading it. Isn't that fun? I personally think that this was a sign from God in which he told me, "You will succeed!"

So yeah, that was it! Another weird week, or may I say weeks, because I haven't posted anything new for the past month.

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A sign from above?

You might have been wondering why I took a break from posting... Well, we had another "simulation"! And this one was different......