I've just had a wonderful time with my dad!

 I've just got back home after having one of the most wonderful time with my dad, if you don't know my parents are divorced, which means they are not living together anymore. So, it means I don't see him often.

Everything started at around 9 AM, he came and tooked us to a town named Gătaia where we went to a family owned (as I understood) bakery. We aet and then back home we go, but then my sister said that he wants to go to a library which is in the center of Timișoara, so there we went!

There me and my dad looked for a bit and then leaved because there wasețt anything intersting, and because we were just the tow of us, we've started talking about random things.

We've talked about that I don't have friends, and that if I want friends I should go back to camps and stuff like that. Then I remembered that I had a math test the next day, so we walked back home, and it was a great time!

I felt like it was the 2000s and that was a sunny summer day, it was a good time! It felt like I was 5 - 6 years old again!

If you are wondering about my sister, she was not left at the library.

I am angry, but at the same time sad...

 My grandpa from my mom, goes to bars at least once a day. But today was different.

I was making a bed for him with my mom, and of course, he didn't want to help or do something. This wasn't even a moment; it happens every time. Anyway, when I was finishing the bed, he left the house, I thought that he was at the bar, and guess what, he was. But I wasn't imagining how worst it looks or stuff like that, so we stopped in front of the bar, witch for some reason in right in front of a school. And we called him, because he didn't answer my grandma's call or my mom's call the first time, after answering the call he came outside, and I was angry at him, for waning me and my siter at him and not caring a bit about us.

I said to him that if he dies, I will not come to his funeral, or anything like that.

Then I remembered that I had a grandpa who actually cared about me, that was my mom's boyfriend dad. I never got to know him any better other than his name or that his birthday was around 1 December.

I actually miss him as a person, because if I got the chance to know him better, maybe I wold replace him with my grandpa.

But sadly he passed at the start of the month...

Today is my 14th birthday!

 Today I will be turning 14, and that means I will get an ID, with an ID I can finally start a bank account and do more stuff!

I will go to a mall with some schoolmates to watch a movie, and then maybe we will eat some KFC or at some restaurant in the mall. Then I will go home (without my schoolmates) and go to a restaurant with my family!

Now I want to thank you for all the support over the years, like 166 subscribers on YouTube, and that you are reading my blog and seeing ads! Anyways I am not making a profit from it (I made just 0.03 €), and that you are with me, you are interested in my life and stuff like that!

This year 2024 was insane to me, I found a path in life, now I know what I want from this life. I am referring to the Furry Fandom. When I became a furry, I just found that being brutal is not good. It was just waking up from a nightmare, founding my path in life.

All I can say it's thank you!

Fun Fact: Last night, or should I say today at 1 AM, I was searching on the web about furry conventions in Romania, and guess what... I couldn't find anything. I mean there is ComiCon Eastern Europe, where Romanian furriers go, but still, I think that we need a furry convention here in Romania. Just to open old people's mind about the west, I am refreshing my grandpa here, he just doesn't  like the LGBTQ+ community and stuff like that. Now I am thinking that if he founds what a furry is or that I am a furry, he will beat the shit out of me, just saying.

If I had another math teacher, this wouldn't have happened

 Today I was doing my homework, and of course my mom wanted to check it. I handed the notebook to her, and he found out that the lesson "Theory of Pitagora" was only 1 sentence.

Now you might be thinking that, I haven't written the hole lesson, but I did. Then I realized, that if your theater gave us the lesson with the theory behind it, this situation would be avoided.

So, I opened the math book up and searched for the lesson in question, and guess what. It was in the book with a theory attached to it, and I just realized that only at math happens this!

Also I can't switch the teacher with another one, cause for some stupid reason I AM STUCK WITH HIM FOR LIFE!

My dreams are getting weird and my life too!

 Last night I had a dream, I was going to Hungary with 2 classmates, but the border crossing between Hungary and Romania was weird. It was like a gas station, but instead of the pumps there was like that place where you pay the highway. And as soon as we pass the border crossing in to Hungary, the atmosphere became like a mountain one with a river along the border, and there was also a little village by the side of the mountain. Then my classmates stopped and put there bikes away and looked at the sky, it was night. Then I remembered that I left without telling my mom, so I looked to the left and the border crossing became like a little barn. I knocked on the door to see if someone is inside, because it was like 10 - 11 PM in the dream then. A young lady opened the door, and I asked her “Hello, can I have the keys to open the barn” thinking that maybe behind that door is the border crossing. But as I proceeded to open the door, the dream ended.

I wake up confused and terrified of what my mom will do to me when I got home in the dream.

Then I remembered that a friend from school wanted to hangout with me, it’s a girl by the way. But for some reason she wanted to come to my house, I was a little bit surprised. Because nobody else from my class wanted to visit me in this vacation or any other vacation for that matter. At first I was “Is she okay?”, but apparently she was and nothing out of the ordinary happened!

Dream highlights:

• The dream start with 2 classmates that said to buy a new iPhone if I want to move on it, and then made fun of my grades from school.
• I go in the west and I looked at left, so that mean I need to go in the west?
• Hungary had mountains. What can I say… sweet dreams!
• I leave my classmates behind.

I don’t know what I feel…

 Hi everyone, in this post I will talk about a topic that was on my mind this night. I can say that I had a fight with my mom, but yet I can’t…

Because school it’s starting in a couple of days, I have decided to start talking more and more with my classmates. I was talking to then in the summer, but still it wasn’t the same thing.

Recently my mom saw that I started listening to music, and because I was listening on a iPhone 5S, she gave me her old iPhone 7 from work. I transferred the music over to the new iPhone, and then I had a thought… “Why I don’t replace my phone with this?” and I am not a Apple fan or something like that, I just saw the advantages and the disadvantages as the days past by.

I didn’t know what to choose, to transfer or not?

Then I thought that maybe my classmates will have a idea on what to do. I have just now realized that I have gave to many chances to my classmates, and still they haven’t trusted me like I trust them, I feel like I am used by them. So, I send the message on what should I do and they sad to buy a new iPhone!

You know what is the problem with that? I am not rich at all, and why should I buy a new iPhone when this works perfectly fine. Okay I don’t get Google Chrome or Microsoft Edge, but who needs that when Firefox exists? There are other apps that work with this like Google Maps, Progressbar 95 (my favorite game), Microsoft Authenticator, and WhatsApp too! I don’t feel like buying a new iPhone just for the “popularity”!

And now I am stuck in a limbo, I want to switch, but at the same time no!

I like the home button on the iPhone, but I know that it will disappear slowly but surely!

Sorry if this post was long or hard to read, but I really want to get this out of me.

I finished working on a video that it will be up soon, and I have another one in the makings, so wish me luck!

I am depressed...

 My mom found out that some random guy from Sweden messaged me on Skype, and he was looking for NSFW stuff, but I reported him on Skype and to the Swedish police. Everything was great... but I screenshotted the conversation and send it to my friends from school, and he got mad, so mad that he treated me by throwing my phone in the toilet (she didn't).

Now I am a little bit depressed, because I still don't have someone to talk to, I can go to the church to tell the pastor there everything that upsets me, but still... It isn't the same as talking to a friend or someone from you family, I could talk with my mom, but she's occupied all of the time...

The subsects in questions are me being a furry, or some random things that my mind makes, and that is why I made this blog. To tell you guys about my life and maybe someone will archive it and then maybe this post will be considered as history, but only the time will tell...

Right now, I am listening to "Темная ночь" by Mark Bernes, like this is how depressed I am.

I have some difficulties right now...

 I have some fights in my family recently, and I don't have someone to tell, so I am telling you guys!

All of this started when I was with my mom in the village (not the same village with my dad), and because my mom is divorced he got a boyfriend since 2019, but only recently it has something with me... I am working in the sun when it's like 30° Celcius outside and he is chilling with a cigarett, and he also says that "he works" but I was the only one working, besides my mom. And he also screamed at me for doing dump things, like do you think that working in the sun will make my brain think something?

NO

I wasn't thinking at all I was just like a monkey (food, play, sleep), and I was tired too because caring dirth from a place to the other it's a "lite" task when it's 30°, but hey I did it!

And today it was also the day when we were going back to the city, but after we'd arrived I remembered that I forgot something at the village and then he screamed at me again that it's MY job to do the baggage, but they didn't want my help at all!