The people around me started to change...

 A classmate of mine just got accepted into art school, and that means there will be a place for someone else to transfer into my class.

Now I don't know if we'll see my classmate again, but one thing is for sure, that there will be someone else to come. Of course I'm a little bit sad of this, but let's be real, I'm depressed of absolutely everything lately. She was a pretty good classmate if I think about it, and she has potential in art, maybe someday I'll see her in an art contest or something.

As for this day, it was pretty messed up... This morning me and my classmates watched a movie named "La vita è bella", which was about Jewish people during World War 2, and this was also the end for the history epoch (in the school I'm in, this is the first class for 2 hours, 8 AM - 10 PM), which for some reason it's always sad when it ends. Then for the next 2 hours, our teaches had enough and let us outside. After having fun for 2 hours, came Romanian, where we we're supposed to give a reading sheet, and I didn't make it, so I tried getting around it, but I failed. After Romanian came the computer class, where we were left outside and to go home early.

Now that I got home, I've seen the message that my classmate is transferring to another school and started writing this post. The reason for why I'm sad is because I didn't get to know her better, and that's because I was shy.

Also, this was the day I got rid of my parrot... my mom said that it needs to go, it needs to find a new home, and I'm sad because of this too. Seeing a beloved animal becoming 100 RONs, it's just sad to me.

This is also the day when I'll get rid of my turtle too, and again it's very emotional to me seeing that this is the path I have to take, but I don't have any other option.

I will keep you updated about my turtle, and also here's the last picture of the parrot.

I hate how school is organized!

It started when I had German, the theater came in with the tests and when she gave me... 4.5 out of 10.

So, because I did so badly on the test, I took a piece of paper and wrote "What is the easiest way to commit suicide?", and she saw it and told the whole class that we had to study and do better

Then at the next break, the headmistress (I think that's how they say it) and the principal came into the class to say that I didn't do that, and the headmaster also said that if I did it again, she would expel me from the school.

After the break came math, well geometry, the teacher gave our tests and... I got 3.5 out of 10. I've did not do the same thing as last time, instead I waited until the finish of the class and asked the teacher when the next test will be, and he got upset for no reason at all! It seems corect to ask someone if you don't know something!

After that thing came Romanian, and of course she had to give our test as well! This time I've got a 3 out of a 10, 22 out of 55 (I don't know what it supposed to mean), and a 5.4 out of 10. I was a bit happy because of that 5.4, but other than that I was feeling sad and frustrating.

When I got home, I had a crash out because I've could not hold it anymore and started writing this post.

I've just lost some important files...

 For the context, I am a photographer for my school and today I found my mom's camera, so I took out the SD card from my Insta360 X3 and put it into the camera, for some reason the camera formatted the SD card automatically.

Now I'm freaked out because I told a school higherup that I will provide them some videos of the event that happened today, and I don't know what to do. I tried running some recovering tool on the SD card, but t doesn't seem to be going anywhere!

At least I've a copy of the photos of the exact same event that accrued in this morning, but I've also lost one of my biggest Street View project, the one which supposed to cover almost the entire village of Cizer.

Now I'm cooked, not just for losing my personal projects, but also disappointing an older man witch I don't know very well.

I've just had a wonderful time with my dad!

 I've just got back home after having one of the most wonderful time with my dad, if you don't know my parents are divorced, which means they are not living together anymore. So, it means I don't see him often.

Everything started at around 9 AM, he came and tooked us to a town named Gătaia where we went to a family owned (as I understood) bakery. We aet and then back home we go, but then my sister said that he wants to go to a library which is in the center of Timișoara, so there we went!

There me and my dad looked for a bit and then leaved because there wasețt anything intersting, and because we were just the tow of us, we've started talking about random things.

We've talked about that I don't have friends, and that if I want friends I should go back to camps and stuff like that. Then I remembered that I had a math test the next day, so we walked back home, and it was a great time!

I felt like it was the 2000s and that was a sunny summer day, it was a good time! It felt like I was 5 - 6 years old again!

If you are wondering about my sister, she was not left at the library.

Why I am not active on my blog

 Hello everyone, it's been a while since I haven't posted something on here.

First, I am fine, I had some tests and things going on in my life. I will try to post something on YouTube, but I am out of ideas... maybe you could help me with some.

Other than that, I can't say much... only that I have started to develop a nostalgia for my depression, which was 1 year ago. Back then I was having nostalgia for the 2000s stuff, like the Wii, Frutiger Aero, and a lot of that happiness that everyone seemed to have back then.

So, now I am stuck in a limbo, I am nostalgic for the 2000s times right now, but at the same time I am not because I did everything that I could to live the 2000s back in 2024.

Now is 2025, I would like to relive 2024, but I know that being nostalgic will make me depressed, and being depressed will make me to don't give a thing about this life. Then I'll start being tired all the time, and not active in life, at school, etc.

But this year I said that it will be my year, so don't aspect much activity on YouTube or on my website.

I am angry, but at the same time sad...

 My grandpa from my mom, goes to bars at least once a day. But today was different.

I was making a bed for him with my mom, and of course, he didn't want to help or do something. This wasn't even a moment; it happens every time. Anyway, when I was finishing the bed, he left the house, I thought that he was at the bar, and guess what, he was. But I wasn't imagining how worst it looks or stuff like that, so we stopped in front of the bar, witch for some reason in right in front of a school. And we called him, because he didn't answer my grandma's call or my mom's call the first time, after answering the call he came outside, and I was angry at him, for waning me and my siter at him and not caring a bit about us.

I said to him that if he dies, I will not come to his funeral, or anything like that.

Then I remembered that I had a grandpa who actually cared about me, that was my mom's boyfriend dad. I never got to know him any better other than his name or that his birthday was around 1 December.

I actually miss him as a person, because if I got the chance to know him better, maybe I wold replace him with my grandpa.

But sadly he passed at the start of the month...

My turtle just died today...

 I had 2 turtles, a small one and a big one. The small one was mscule and the big one was femaile, just today I found my small turtle dead, I think it died last night or even today. At least I still have my big one, but still I have some fun memories whit it!

Here is a picture of the turtures that I have taken around 2 years ago, and this hits difrent much more difrent than my bird that died around 1 year ago...

Maybe, thats what my dream from 2 days ago was trying to say. To let the past be the past and see the future. As I am writing this post, I have put my turtule to eat and it seems to be sad, it dosen't want to eat or do anything. Just walking in the wather and staring in the distance.

I finished class 6!

 I finished class 6, but I am a little bit sad...

I don't know what to do next, but I will go back to school because I need to do some dances and to sing some songs, and I am a little bit happy too, because our tutor from school let us to fight with water and stuff like that!

And also, I've didn't get homework and I got a night free to do whatever I want to like stay awake and do cool shit!

I think that this was the best classes of them all, along with class 3!

The Olympic Day in Timisoara

 My tutor from school was so interested in this race that he let us go from school to these games, and so we did.

So, instead of doing school, where running!

I ran like 1 km but I got tired, and I find a colleague and talk with him until the finish line. There was a raffle too, but nobody from our class won, and I didn't got a ticket in the first place.

But our tutor, got us some McDonalds and then we got home!

And to make it clear he didn't pay our orders, only for those who didn't had money, and if you're interested I bought for me and a friend, 2 McChicken (well in Romania isn't actually the same, its pickles instead of salad and it's called McPuişor), 1 Large Fries (here you can see the Romanian equivalent) and 1 Mayonnaise Packet (US | RO)

All of it was about 24 RON (5.15 USD)!

Today was good, but when I writhing this is 4:09 PM, so the day it's almost over and I am a little bit sad because of it...

My canary bird died today :(

 If you don't know, I had a canary bird that died today at 22:00 (EEST).

Since he died, it's been too quiet in my room, and I don't like it!

I don't know how he died, but I think that is because of the sand I used to clean his cage, because he recently started to eat it, a lot!

I miss her! :(

*I wish he could sing one more time*