My cat just died today...

 Since the last post, we in the family decided that maybe our cat had one more chance at surviving. That being with the help of a surgery.

On 28th of January 2026 (today) my mom took her to the surgeon at around 2 PM. During the surgery, Sisi hearth stopped beating, which resulted into the cat dying in the process. When my mom arrived home at around 6 PM I was expecting to see Sisi in her hands, but there was nothing. Then I realized that the worst had happen, Sisi died. I wasen't expecting that Sisi would die, even though it would happen eventually.

As my mom told me, both of her kidneys were affected, with one of them being completely solidified. Besides the kidneys, her intestines were affected as well, but not so bad as the kidneys were. After I heard the news, I started crying. Sisi was a cat that could never been replaced by anything in this world. Not even by another cat.

Now the house is much lonelier... When Sisi was still alive she would welcome each and one of us home. Now that it became a norm for us to have someone waiting at home, it will be hard to forget about her. Especially all of the moments when we played with her, slept with her, and all kinds of stuff.

Sorry if this post was too short, but this thing just happened a cople of hours ago and I'm still suffering from it. So, I will end this post with the fallowing words: Welterusten Sisi!

Now you may rest in peace in a better world.
March 2024 - 28th of January 2026

My cat will be dead by Sunday...

 My cat, or technically our cat (because it's the family's cat), has just been officially diagnosed with a form of cancer named "Lymphoma".

After this news came, we've decided to put it to sleep by Saturday, so that she would not be going through this pain anymore. Even if we decided to let it live, it would result in the same way, dying just a couple of months into the future.

If you didn’t pick the main topic by now, this post will be entirely dedicated to Sisi. The family cat which will sadly die in a few days.

We picked up Sisi in August of 2024 from the streets of a village. She had a huge bubble underneath her mouth filled with God knows what. We took her in custody planning to keep her for a few days only until her irritation or what it goes away. But those few days turned into week, months, and then a year passed by. Our apartment was on the edge of it being finished from renovation and school was starting in a few weeks, everything felt like a charm. Everything was calm, nice, and life was easy!

During the 2025 part of school, Sisi was very interactively and she was very happy as it sawn. It did not look like she had something, the only think she had, was the love for us.

As 2025 ended and 2026 was right around the corner, we started seeing something weird about her. Her belly started to inflate like a ballon; it looked like something was pressing against her organs. And it turned out to be the case, on 14th of January 2026, my mom took her to the doctor. Where an x-ray was made. Something like a ball was inside her, covering one of his kidneys. We thought that because the x-ray wasn't a 3D one made from all angles, it might just have been something that was only in a part of her body.

My mom took her to another x-ray on 20th of January 2026, this time a 3D one. The results weren't as quick as for the standard non-3D one, but they were set to arrive in 5 business days, 26th of January marking it the 5th.

The results arrived between 4:30 PM and 7:00 PM, and they were sad... Both of her kidneys were affected, with one of them being completely covered by a weird white ball which looked like a rock. Hearing this, all of us started crying, Sisi being the only animal left in the house played a really important role in it.

And as I mentioned at the beginning, we already decided that she is a lost cause. We can't revive her anymore.

I might post another post on this blog on the 31st of January 2026, which will be Sisi's final day to leave.

In memory of Sisi.
March 2024 - 28th of January 2026

Pope Francis just died today...

 This will not be a long one, this post will just be a reflection upons Pope's death.

Even though I'm not going to church everyday, I still fell something for the Pope's death, so with that said... R.I.P. Pope Francis!

You've really left a mark on this world!

I am angry, but at the same time sad...

 My grandpa from my mom, goes to bars at least once a day. But today was different.

I was making a bed for him with my mom, and of course, he didn't want to help or do something. This wasn't even a moment; it happens every time. Anyway, when I was finishing the bed, he left the house, I thought that he was at the bar, and guess what, he was. But I wasn't imagining how worst it looks or stuff like that, so we stopped in front of the bar, witch for some reason in right in front of a school. And we called him, because he didn't answer my grandma's call or my mom's call the first time, after answering the call he came outside, and I was angry at him, for waning me and my siter at him and not caring a bit about us.

I said to him that if he dies, I will not come to his funeral, or anything like that.

Then I remembered that I had a grandpa who actually cared about me, that was my mom's boyfriend dad. I never got to know him any better other than his name or that his birthday was around 1 December.

I actually miss him as a person, because if I got the chance to know him better, maybe I wold replace him with my grandpa.

But sadly he passed at the start of the month...

My turtle just died today...

 I had 2 turtles, a small one and a big one. The small one was mscule and the big one was femaile, just today I found my small turtle dead, I think it died last night or even today. At least I still have my big one, but still I have some fun memories whit it!

Here is a picture of the turtures that I have taken around 2 years ago, and this hits difrent much more difrent than my bird that died around 1 year ago...

Maybe, thats what my dream from 2 days ago was trying to say. To let the past be the past and see the future. As I am writing this post, I have put my turtule to eat and it seems to be sad, it dosen't want to eat or do anything. Just walking in the wather and staring in the distance.