Pope Francis just died today...

 This will not be a long one, this post will just be a reflection upons Pope's death.

Even though I'm not going to church everyday, I still fell something for the Pope's death, so with that said... R.I.P. Pope Francis!

You've really left a mark on this world!

I am angry, but at the same time sad...

 My grandpa from my mom, goes to bars at least once a day. But today was different.

I was making a bed for him with my mom, and of course, he didn't want to help or do something. This wasn't even a moment; it happens every time. Anyway, when I was finishing the bed, he left the house, I thought that he was at the bar, and guess what, he was. But I wasn't imagining how worst it looks or stuff like that, so we stopped in front of the bar, witch for some reason in right in front of a school. And we called him, because he didn't answer my grandma's call or my mom's call the first time, after answering the call he came outside, and I was angry at him, for waning me and my siter at him and not caring a bit about us.

I said to him that if he dies, I will not come to his funeral, or anything like that.

Then I remembered that I had a grandpa who actually cared about me, that was my mom's boyfriend dad. I never got to know him any better other than his name or that his birthday was around 1 December.

I actually miss him as a person, because if I got the chance to know him better, maybe I wold replace him with my grandpa.

But sadly he passed at the start of the month...

My turtle just died today...

 I had 2 turtles, a small one and a big one. The small one was mscule and the big one was femaile, just today I found my small turtle dead, I think it died last night or even today. At least I still have my big one, but still I have some fun memories whit it!

Here is a picture of the turtures that I have taken around 2 years ago, and this hits difrent much more difrent than my bird that died around 1 year ago...

Maybe, thats what my dream from 2 days ago was trying to say. To let the past be the past and see the future. As I am writing this post, I have put my turtule to eat and it seems to be sad, it dosen't want to eat or do anything. Just walking in the wather and staring in the distance.