This is the best day of my life!

 For the past weeks I was looking for a new laptop. Not because my old one is broken ir anything, but it was taken from me because on the 28th of October 2025 "I did not do anything productive".

So, since then I am stuck with 2 laptops that they were hidden as a backup. Those 2 laptops are the Dell Latitude E5570 and the Fujitsu Lifebook S752, which were very helpful for the past week. Anyway! Now let's get into the topic!

I was looking for a new laptop, because let's be real, my main laptop (the Dell G3 3500) had enough. So, I started looking through business class laptop. Because I heard they were the best ones build, but they were expensive! Like one would be around the 30000 RON mark, which was already too expansive for a laptop.

And in that moment, I remembered a laptop manufacture which made laptop to last, and to be a worthy investment. Framework! Framework is one of the BEST laptop manufactures to ever exist! And that's why I considered a laptop from them will be a no-brainer!

Now originally, I settled for my laptop configuration to be under 16000 RON. But after giving my phone to my mom, I think she was like: "He wants only 32 GB of RAM? Let's make that 96!". And that's how the laptop became around 18000 RON (tax not included). Personally, I did not expect her to do such a move. But I guess I was wrong!

Now, because I felt bad for wanting an object which was that expensive. I said to her that I will pay a small amount of money. And she said that with my money or not, she will save money for the laptop. My mind was blowing of happiness! Like I will 100% get it!

But he put a condition to this deal. My dream of getting a Framework, would only become a reality if I get into high school. Now, I respect that decision, it's completely understandable. So, from now on if I want to get that Framework laptop, I will need to learn really bad. Because my grades are not good by any means, and if I want to get into high school, my grades need to be better than 5 for Romanian and math.

And now with that said. I might not post for a while... So, have a great morning, afternoon, night, whatever!

Sometimes you have to listen to yourself...

Today was a good day! I've got free time with the help of the principal to make photos for a skit which was made by some students from our school and also got to eat a pizza for free! Because the school principal said he was thankful for our work so far, so he bought us a pizza. When I mean by us, I'm talking about me and another classmate (I still have suspicions that he is trying to overtake me in this field).

I said to the principal that maybe I will come to 6 PM as well, because it was a rerun of the entire skit, and also to hang out with the others that helped capture this event, but as soon as I got there, I said hi to my classmate and he said, "What do you want?". I continued the conversation by asking if he will still be taking photos of the, and he said no, so I replied with "Okay then, I will just hang out I guess...", and he said that if I've wanted to anger him, I should hang out.

At this moment I thought that it was better just to go home, because I don't want to sit with him for the next 2 hours and treating me like this! So, I got back home and started to study for physics, because I have a test the next day.

I think I did the best thing for me, and also for my own sanity.

I've found someone else wasting their time!

 Today at school I took with me my music folder, which I use for everything not just music and now that I've started developing my interests, I also use that folder for furry stuff like draws and stuff like that.

Last night I've done drawing a new thing for some of my classmates that showed interest in my passion, and then I've shown them what I did! After that I've put the folder with the drawings on my table just to do an experiment, because for the next 3 hours I was making photos for the school website.

After those 3 hours I've got back into my class, and as soon as I've arrived, I asked some classmates what where the reactions of the other classmates. They said that somewhere laughing, I don't see a reason why but ok. After the break was over, one classmate of mine came to me and said that "I'm wasting my time doing this.", now let's be real who is wasting their time playing FIFA and a Roblox game called "Rise of Nation" everyday?

I'm just saying that if I enjoy a think, it's NOT a waste of time! And trough this way of developing my passion about the fandom, I've created an even stronger relation with some of my classmates!

At the moment I'm not angry or something, I only wanted to point out this thing and show that there are a lot of loopholes. :3

I've had another great day at school!

 For some reason as the days are going by, I'm happier about my life and about myself!

Today was like any other day, but I've decided to take with me the ref sheet for my fursona, and guess what? I didn't receive any negative thoughts from most of my classmates!

I've also discovered that one of the girls from my class likes the idea behind the furry fandom, and it made me have more confidence in myself and in my chooses!

I like how every day gets better and better!

The reason why I'm a part of the furry fandom

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Being in the furry fandom it's like being in other community or fandom, nothing special really.

For me it became a part of my life very quickly, I still remember in the summer of 2024 when I said as a joke that I'm a furry, and then in that night I started consuming furry content... What a time!

Now let's get right into the reasons, and mom if you're reading this, just don't judge me!

1. I don't have friends, well only one which is from school, and we don't talk that much outside of school.
2. The fandom is big; it may seem weird that this fandom has a LOT of descriptions and definitions, and some weird customs from some people's perspective, but at least it's fun and silly!
3. The silliness, I've "joined" the fandom only because I wanted to see the reactions of others, find real friends (mainly those ones that weren't upset of me "joining" the fandom).

I gave only a few examples, but there are more! It may seem weird that most people of the fandom dress up as giant animals and go to conventions, but this is a heartier community than the emos (let's be real, most emos are disrespectful and they do sometimes horrible things to their skin).

I've wanted to make this post, because I've actually found classmates that don't have anything bad with the community I'm in!

So thanks, that some of you are using the other part of the brain as well!

I hate how school is organized!

It started when I had German, the theater came in with the tests and when she gave me... 4.5 out of 10.

So, because I did so badly on the test, I took a piece of paper and wrote "What is the easiest way to commit suicide?", and she saw it and told the whole class that we had to study and do better

Then at the next break, the headmistress (I think that's how they say it) and the principal came into the class to say that I didn't do that, and the headmaster also said that if I did it again, she would expel me from the school.

After the break came math, well geometry, the teacher gave our tests and... I got 3.5 out of 10. I've did not do the same thing as last time, instead I waited until the finish of the class and asked the teacher when the next test will be, and he got upset for no reason at all! It seems corect to ask someone if you don't know something!

After that thing came Romanian, and of course she had to give our test as well! This time I've got a 3 out of a 10, 22 out of 55 (I don't know what it supposed to mean), and a 5.4 out of 10. I was a bit happy because of that 5.4, but other than that I was feeling sad and frustrating.

When I got home, I had a crash out because I've could not hold it anymore and started writing this post.

I've just lost some important files...

 For the context, I am a photographer for my school and today I found my mom's camera, so I took out the SD card from my Insta360 X3 and put it into the camera, for some reason the camera formatted the SD card automatically.

Now I'm freaked out because I told a school higherup that I will provide them some videos of the event that happened today, and I don't know what to do. I tried running some recovering tool on the SD card, but t doesn't seem to be going anywhere!

At least I've a copy of the photos of the exact same event that accrued in this morning, but I've also lost one of my biggest Street View project, the one which supposed to cover almost the entire village of Cizer.

Now I'm cooked, not just for losing my personal projects, but also disappointing an older man witch I don't know very well.

Why I am not active on my blog

 Hello everyone, it's been a while since I haven't posted something on here.

First, I am fine, I had some tests and things going on in my life. I will try to post something on YouTube, but I am out of ideas... maybe you could help me with some.

Other than that, I can't say much... only that I have started to develop a nostalgia for my depression, which was 1 year ago. Back then I was having nostalgia for the 2000s stuff, like the Wii, Frutiger Aero, and a lot of that happiness that everyone seemed to have back then.

So, now I am stuck in a limbo, I am nostalgic for the 2000s times right now, but at the same time I am not because I did everything that I could to live the 2000s back in 2024.

Now is 2025, I would like to relive 2024, but I know that being nostalgic will make me depressed, and being depressed will make me to don't give a thing about this life. Then I'll start being tired all the time, and not active in life, at school, etc.

But this year I said that it will be my year, so don't aspect much activity on YouTube or on my website.

I am sick

 I just got home from school, and I don't feel aright.

Hopefully I will be going to school on monday!

Sorry, if this post was too short.

I don't know if this day was bad or not

 Last night I was invited to a birthday party, it was good. But as soon as we got to his home, I saw that was a small apartment and everything was very cozy. Now that I think about it, might be the best place for me.

Now it's the 16th, school starts once again at 8 AM, but there was a catch. I wasn't alone at the birthday party last night, there were some of my classmates too and at the registration, the lady there didn't get my family name right the first time and you know how it is. Now there where making fun of the miss understanding, and of course, I do not like it!

However after some classes there where start to forget that thing, and also the classmate that invited me to his birthday wanted to come to my house!

That is why I don't know how to classify this day.

UPDATE: He didn't come :(

If I had another math teacher, this wouldn't have happened

 Today I was doing my homework, and of course my mom wanted to check it. I handed the notebook to her, and he found out that the lesson "Theory of Pitagora" was only 1 sentence.

Now you might be thinking that, I haven't written the hole lesson, but I did. Then I realized, that if your theater gave us the lesson with the theory behind it, this situation would be avoided.

So, I opened the math book up and searched for the lesson in question, and guess what. It was in the book with a theory attached to it, and I just realized that only at math happens this!

Also I can't switch the teacher with another one, cause for some stupid reason I AM STUCK WITH HIM FOR LIFE!

Stop using the word “dumb” in every situation!

 You might be wondering why I am making this post, well my classmates found my comment from 6 weeks ago on a post made by our school, asking if they support the furry fandom. And most of my classmates called me dumb or stupid. I don’t see why because I was just asking, if they said to school before I made this comment then I will consider myself dumb.

I deleted the comment this night, first because school will start on Monday and I could ask them in person. Second because what I will say to every parent that saw the comment?

The moral is that, if you call your friends, family or everyone else that don’t know something and they just asked or did something that wasn’t supposed to do. Remember that they didn’t know or they didn’t know what they were doing.

My dreams are getting weird and my life too!

 Last night I had a dream, I was going to Hungary with 2 classmates, but the border crossing between Hungary and Romania was weird. It was like a gas station, but instead of the pumps there was like that place where you pay the highway. And as soon as we pass the border crossing in to Hungary, the atmosphere became like a mountain one with a river along the border, and there was also a little village by the side of the mountain. Then my classmates stopped and put there bikes away and looked at the sky, it was night. Then I remembered that I left without telling my mom, so I looked to the left and the border crossing became like a little barn. I knocked on the door to see if someone is inside, because it was like 10 - 11 PM in the dream then. A young lady opened the door, and I asked her “Hello, can I have the keys to open the barn” thinking that maybe behind that door is the border crossing. But as I proceeded to open the door, the dream ended.

I wake up confused and terrified of what my mom will do to me when I got home in the dream.

Then I remembered that a friend from school wanted to hangout with me, it’s a girl by the way. But for some reason she wanted to come to my house, I was a little bit surprised. Because nobody else from my class wanted to visit me in this vacation or any other vacation for that matter. At first I was “Is she okay?”, but apparently she was and nothing out of the ordinary happened!

Dream highlights:

• The dream start with 2 classmates that said to buy a new iPhone if I want to move on it, and then made fun of my grades from school.
• I go in the west and I looked at left, so that mean I need to go in the west?
• Hungary had mountains. What can I say… sweet dreams!
• I leave my classmates behind.

I don’t know what I feel…

 Hi everyone, in this post I will talk about a topic that was on my mind this night. I can say that I had a fight with my mom, but yet I can’t…

Because school it’s starting in a couple of days, I have decided to start talking more and more with my classmates. I was talking to then in the summer, but still it wasn’t the same thing.

Recently my mom saw that I started listening to music, and because I was listening on a iPhone 5S, she gave me her old iPhone 7 from work. I transferred the music over to the new iPhone, and then I had a thought… “Why I don’t replace my phone with this?” and I am not a Apple fan or something like that, I just saw the advantages and the disadvantages as the days past by.

I didn’t know what to choose, to transfer or not?

Then I thought that maybe my classmates will have a idea on what to do. I have just now realized that I have gave to many chances to my classmates, and still they haven’t trusted me like I trust them, I feel like I am used by them. So, I send the message on what should I do and they sad to buy a new iPhone!

You know what is the problem with that? I am not rich at all, and why should I buy a new iPhone when this works perfectly fine. Okay I don’t get Google Chrome or Microsoft Edge, but who needs that when Firefox exists? There are other apps that work with this like Google Maps, Progressbar 95 (my favorite game), Microsoft Authenticator, and WhatsApp too! I don’t feel like buying a new iPhone just for the “popularity”!

And now I am stuck in a limbo, I want to switch, but at the same time no!

I like the home button on the iPhone, but I know that it will disappear slowly but surely!

Sorry if this post was long or hard to read, but I really want to get this out of me.

I finished working on a video that it will be up soon, and I have another one in the makings, so wish me luck!

Is being Z popular now?

Ever since I became a furry, I've gotten a lot of hate and death threats from college at school. And I don't understand why, there's also anti-gay, so...does that fit a Z stereotype?

I think so, because Russia suppressed Furry, Trans and Gay rights in their country.

So, what can I say... If you don't like this sort of thing, consider moving to Russia, Mongolia or even North Korea!

Just to clarify, not everyone from my class is like that!

What is the point to live in a society?

 Last night I was talking to a friend and he suggested me that if I wanted to be accept in the class (when school starts), I should no longer be a furry.

I send him a post from Twitter about how @ZylyTheFox likes football and he's also a furry, and then he started saying that this can not be possible and then I started questioning him about why it isn't possible.

Then at 11:10 PM he sent this message:

"I bet your parents change the subject when someone asks about you.

Where in the world there is a tree that will struggle to recover the oxygen that you waste.

You have 2 neurons and both are fighting for 3th place, the fact that people live 80 years old for you, is a disappointment and a surprise.

If you were the light at the end of the tunnel, I will turn back."

When I translated this message, I added the grammar to it because it wasn't.

Before he sent this message, I asked ChatGPT on how can I fix this situation, but to no success.

Again if you want to be my friend or just talk together, I will really appreciated!

And you can do it at businessiulian@outlook.com!

Back to my own things!

 Because school is over, I will go back to my own thinks like nostalgia!

Now I listening to Alaska and writing this post in peace, now I can finally have a pause. I will continue my project Windows Updated and other things!

This post was a short one, and I want to say one more thing... If Blogger where to shut down the next day or somewhere in the future I will be devastated!

I finished class 6!

 I finished class 6, but I am a little bit sad...

I don't know what to do next, but I will go back to school because I need to do some dances and to sing some songs, and I am a little bit happy too, because our tutor from school let us to fight with water and stuff like that!

And also, I've didn't get homework and I got a night free to do whatever I want to like stay awake and do cool shit!

I think that this was the best classes of them all, along with class 3!

I have some tests at school...

 I have some test at music and math, but I don't want to waste my time to learn for it!

For music I have to know to play some stupid songs at the flute, and the song in question are:

• Om bun - SFINX
• Rapsodia I

And there are fu**ing stupid, and for Om bun - SFINX I need to know the lyrics too!

All I want is for the school to finish and to be free, to do whatever I want!

And for math I have to study all the lesions from the past month or so, and I don't get why every teacher of our is just late to the class and they don't correct tests on time, and they aspect us to do so!

Just for clearance I know how to play the flute, but some songs are just too hard for me, and I have something called CES, it's like a document that help me at school, like gives me more minutes at an exam or something like that, but I don't see it happening at all!

Sorry for not posting for the past month, it was because of school!

Our math teacher makes no sense!

 Why my math teacher makes no sense?

First, he says that we are going to take a test form a lesson, and we do a test from another one!

It makes no sense!

*maybe in other countries is different*

(I am from Romania after all...)