A sign from above?

You might have been wondering why I took a break from posting... Well, we had another "simulation"! And this one was different... VERY different!

So, for some ordinary reason, there was this horrible woman who came into the classroom where we did the simulation and made us into all kinds of creatures, and also said that we would not have any chance to pass. Now, I have a piece of documentation which gives me 4 hours instead of 2, and also gives me access to folders with basically all of the essentials for the exam. It is like a cheat code if you know how to use it!

Anyways!

There were also teachers that supervised us during the simulation. For example, at the Romanian simulation, there were two teachers from our school, and they were chill as hell! But at the math simulation, there were these two ladies from the school where we were taking the simulation, and they apparently had something against me... For example, I was asking where my seat was, and one of them said that I should chill out. I did not even scream at her! Like, what was her problem with me?

After that was finished, I realized that this may be how normal school is after all. Let's just say that I am not in a school funded by the government or a similar institution. And seeing how teachers from a school funded by the state are, it kind of ruined the image I had about Romania even more! It was already ruined by the fact that Romania has corruption and instability more than any country in the EU, but now that I have seen this with my own eyes, it made the dream of moving to The Netherlands seem even more appealing than before.

Now that you've heard only negative things... let me tell you about some positive ones as well! So, at the Romanian test (exam, however you want to call it), there are two texts given. Usually, both of them are extremely boring, but these two were something different!

The first one was about two kids going through the forest to someone's sheepfold. And the second one was about someone just reconnecting with nature. As soon as I saw the title of the second text my mind instantly activated, the title in question being "Eu și vulpea" (translation from Romanian: Me and the fox). Now, if you searched deep enough on my blog and also my wiki, you might know that I am a part of the furry fandom and that I have a fox fursona named Russet Ashford.

When I was reading the second text, I felt something in my soul warming up. Not because of the text itself, but because I have a very strong connection with my fursona. Every time I hear just the word "fox" or anything related to it, I instantly activate my mind.

Sounds weird, doesn't it?

After I was done with the Romanian test, I talked with some of my classmates (mainly girls) about the second text, and they said as well that they thought of me while reading it. Isn't that fun? I personally think that this was a sign from God in which he told me, "You will succeed!"

So yeah, that was it! Another weird week, or may I say weeks, because I haven't posted anything new for the past month.

I've found someone else wasting their time!

 Today at school I took with me my music folder, which I use for everything not just music and now that I've started developing my interests, I also use that folder for furry stuff like draws and stuff like that.

Last night I've done drawing a new thing for some of my classmates that showed interest in my passion, and then I've shown them what I did! After that I've put the folder with the drawings on my table just to do an experiment, because for the next 3 hours I was making photos for the school website.

After those 3 hours I've got back into my class, and as soon as I've arrived, I asked some classmates what where the reactions of the other classmates. They said that somewhere laughing, I don't see a reason why but ok. After the break was over, one classmate of mine came to me and said that "I'm wasting my time doing this.", now let's be real who is wasting their time playing FIFA and a Roblox game called "Rise of Nation" everyday?

I'm just saying that if I enjoy a think, it's NOT a waste of time! And trough this way of developing my passion about the fandom, I've created an even stronger relation with some of my classmates!

At the moment I'm not angry or something, I only wanted to point out this thing and show that there are a lot of loopholes. :3

I've had another great day at school!

 For some reason as the days are going by, I'm happier about my life and about myself!

Today was like any other day, but I've decided to take with me the ref sheet for my fursona, and guess what? I didn't receive any negative thoughts from most of my classmates!

I've also discovered that one of the girls from my class likes the idea behind the furry fandom, and it made me have more confidence in myself and in my chooses!

I like how every day gets better and better!

I don't know if this day was bad or not

 Last night I was invited to a birthday party, it was good. But as soon as we got to his home, I saw that was a small apartment and everything was very cozy. Now that I think about it, might be the best place for me.

Now it's the 16th, school starts once again at 8 AM, but there was a catch. I wasn't alone at the birthday party last night, there were some of my classmates too and at the registration, the lady there didn't get my family name right the first time and you know how it is. Now there where making fun of the miss understanding, and of course, I do not like it!

However after some classes there where start to forget that thing, and also the classmate that invited me to his birthday wanted to come to my house!

That is why I don't know how to classify this day.

UPDATE: He didn't come :(

Stop using the word “dumb” in every situation!

 You might be wondering why I am making this post, well my classmates found my comment from 6 weeks ago on a post made by our school, asking if they support the furry fandom. And most of my classmates called me dumb or stupid. I don’t see why because I was just asking, if they said to school before I made this comment then I will consider myself dumb.

I deleted the comment this night, first because school will start on Monday and I could ask them in person. Second because what I will say to every parent that saw the comment?

The moral is that, if you call your friends, family or everyone else that don’t know something and they just asked or did something that wasn’t supposed to do. Remember that they didn’t know or they didn’t know what they were doing.