I miss 2020...

 Last weekend, also this one too I was thinking about 2020 and its aftermaths. And low-key, it might be the best year so far!

Why? Well, you've got more time for yourself, more time with friends (online) and more time to experiment with yourself! In that time a lot of people found a new way in life, it was like a reboot of the universe!

In 2020 I was 9 going on 10, so I didn't get to experience much, because then I did not even know how to read and write (I've learned how to in July 2020). Also, a lot has happened in 2020, like the last game in the Henry the Stickman was released, Minecraft 1.16 was also released and a lot of other things. 2020 was the golden age for the internet, it was used every day by more people than in 2019 and legacy technology like Windows XP was somewhat still supported.

The conclusion is that 2020 was great, if you ignore the bad things that came with it. 2020 transformed us as a society and it should be more respected as a year!

Now that the time is 1 hour forwarded, I don't have sleep... Because according to the old time, it's 9 PM now.

Sometimes you have to listen to yourself...

Today was a good day! I've got free time with the help of the principal to make photos for a skit which was made by some students from our school and also got to eat a pizza for free! Because the school principal said he was thankful for our work so far, so he bought us a pizza. When I mean by us, I'm talking about me and another classmate (I still have suspicions that he is trying to overtake me in this field).

I said to the principal that maybe I will come to 6 PM as well, because it was a rerun of the entire skit, and also to hang out with the others that helped capture this event, but as soon as I got there, I said hi to my classmate and he said, "What do you want?". I continued the conversation by asking if he will still be taking photos of the, and he said no, so I replied with "Okay then, I will just hang out I guess...", and he said that if I've wanted to anger him, I should hang out.

At this moment I thought that it was better just to go home, because I don't want to sit with him for the next 2 hours and treating me like this! So, I got back home and started to study for physics, because I have a test the next day.

I think I did the best thing for me, and also for my own sanity.

I've found someone else wasting their time!

 Today at school I took with me my music folder, which I use for everything not just music and now that I've started developing my interests, I also use that folder for furry stuff like draws and stuff like that.

Last night I've done drawing a new thing for some of my classmates that showed interest in my passion, and then I've shown them what I did! After that I've put the folder with the drawings on my table just to do an experiment, because for the next 3 hours I was making photos for the school website.

After those 3 hours I've got back into my class, and as soon as I've arrived, I asked some classmates what where the reactions of the other classmates. They said that somewhere laughing, I don't see a reason why but ok. After the break was over, one classmate of mine came to me and said that "I'm wasting my time doing this.", now let's be real who is wasting their time playing FIFA and a Roblox game called "Rise of Nation" everyday?

I'm just saying that if I enjoy a think, it's NOT a waste of time! And trough this way of developing my passion about the fandom, I've created an even stronger relation with some of my classmates!

At the moment I'm not angry or something, I only wanted to point out this thing and show that there are a lot of loopholes. :3

I've had another great day at school!

 For some reason as the days are going by, I'm happier about my life and about myself!

Today was like any other day, but I've decided to take with me the ref sheet for my fursona, and guess what? I didn't receive any negative thoughts from most of my classmates!

I've also discovered that one of the girls from my class likes the idea behind the furry fandom, and it made me have more confidence in myself and in my chooses!

I like how every day gets better and better!

The reason why I'm a part of the furry fandom

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Being in the furry fandom it's like being in other community or fandom, nothing special really.

For me it became a part of my life very quickly, I still remember in the summer of 2024 when I said as a joke that I'm a furry, and then in that night I started consuming furry content... What a time!

Now let's get right into the reasons, and mom if you're reading this, just don't judge me!

1. I don't have friends, well only one which is from school, and we don't talk that much outside of school.
2. The fandom is big; it may seem weird that this fandom has a LOT of descriptions and definitions, and some weird customs from some people's perspective, but at least it's fun and silly!
3. The silliness, I've "joined" the fandom only because I wanted to see the reactions of others, find real friends (mainly those ones that weren't upset of me "joining" the fandom).

I gave only a few examples, but there are more! It may seem weird that most people of the fandom dress up as giant animals and go to conventions, but this is a heartier community than the emos (let's be real, most emos are disrespectful and they do sometimes horrible things to their skin).

I've wanted to make this post, because I've actually found classmates that don't have anything bad with the community I'm in!

So thanks, that some of you are using the other part of the brain as well!

I hate how school is organized!

It started when I had German, the theater came in with the tests and when she gave me... 4.5 out of 10.

So, because I did so badly on the test, I took a piece of paper and wrote "What is the easiest way to commit suicide?", and she saw it and told the whole class that we had to study and do better

Then at the next break, the headmistress (I think that's how they say it) and the principal came into the class to say that I didn't do that, and the headmaster also said that if I did it again, she would expel me from the school.

After the break came math, well geometry, the teacher gave our tests and... I got 3.5 out of 10. I've did not do the same thing as last time, instead I waited until the finish of the class and asked the teacher when the next test will be, and he got upset for no reason at all! It seems corect to ask someone if you don't know something!

After that thing came Romanian, and of course she had to give our test as well! This time I've got a 3 out of a 10, 22 out of 55 (I don't know what it supposed to mean), and a 5.4 out of 10. I was a bit happy because of that 5.4, but other than that I was feeling sad and frustrating.

When I got home, I had a crash out because I've could not hold it anymore and started writing this post.

Sometimes you got to give away good things for better ones!

 I just got unbanned from SMPEarth!

SMPEarth is my favorite Minecraft server, and I was banned because of using a bug to gain a advantage. The ban was justified, but a friend of mine logged in with the same IP when I was banned, and he got banned. Putting the ban form 2 weeks to over a month.

Now is over, my friend told me that he got unbanned and considering 2 weeks already pasted since the initial ban, that means I'm unbanned as well!

As for the lost photos, I don't even care about them right now, I tried to recover them but to no avail.

I've just lost some important files...

 For the context, I am a photographer for my school and today I found my mom's camera, so I took out the SD card from my Insta360 X3 and put it into the camera, for some reason the camera formatted the SD card automatically.

Now I'm freaked out because I told a school higherup that I will provide them some videos of the event that happened today, and I don't know what to do. I tried running some recovering tool on the SD card, but t doesn't seem to be going anywhere!

At least I've a copy of the photos of the exact same event that accrued in this morning, but I've also lost one of my biggest Street View project, the one which supposed to cover almost the entire village of Cizer.

Now I'm cooked, not just for losing my personal projects, but also disappointing an older man witch I don't know very well.

I've just had a wonderful time with my dad!

 I've just got back home after having one of the most wonderful time with my dad, if you don't know my parents are divorced, which means they are not living together anymore. So, it means I don't see him often.

Everything started at around 9 AM, he came and tooked us to a town named Gătaia where we went to a family owned (as I understood) bakery. We aet and then back home we go, but then my sister said that he wants to go to a library which is in the center of Timișoara, so there we went!

There me and my dad looked for a bit and then leaved because there wasețt anything intersting, and because we were just the tow of us, we've started talking about random things.

We've talked about that I don't have friends, and that if I want friends I should go back to camps and stuff like that. Then I remembered that I had a math test the next day, so we walked back home, and it was a great time!

I felt like it was the 2000s and that was a sunny summer day, it was a good time! It felt like I was 5 - 6 years old again!

If you are wondering about my sister, she was not left at the library.