Why I am not active on my blog

 Hello everyone, it's been a while since I haven't posted something on here.

First, I am fine, I had some tests and things going on in my life. I will try to post something on YouTube, but I am out of ideas... maybe you could help me with some.

Other than that, I can't say much... only that I have started to develop a nostalgia for my depression, which was 1 year ago. Back then I was having nostalgia for the 2000s stuff, like the Wii, Frutiger Aero, and a lot of that happiness that everyone seemed to have back then.

So, now I am stuck in a limbo, I am nostalgic for the 2000s times right now, but at the same time I am not because I did everything that I could to live the 2000s back in 2024.

Now is 2025, I would like to relive 2024, but I know that being nostalgic will make me depressed, and being depressed will make me to don't give a thing about this life. Then I'll start being tired all the time, and not active in life, at school, etc.

But this year I said that it will be my year, so don't aspect much activity on YouTube or on my website.

Happy new year 2025!

 So 2025 just started and I feel a little bit odd.

It's like it didn't even change, I feel like 2024 just started. I was depressed back then, but let's just forget that!

Have a wonderful new year!

Fun fact: I accidentally made post as a draft in 2024!

Today I had a swimming competition

 I had a swimming competition today, but it wasn't great.

We where categoriest by our brth year, mine beeig in October 2010, of coure I was put with ones that wehre born before October, that where much stronger. At the first probe I had 0:52:48, and at the second probe 0:43:21, in both I was on 9th place. At the third one (that I didn't choose), I wasn't there because I thought I had finished, but it turns out that not. For context, the first place for the first probe was 0:36:78, and for the second was 0:34:32. When I saw the results, I sad to my self not to cry, but as I am writing this post and at the same time the results are announced. I started crying, knowing that I would never be on the 3rd place at least.

In conclusion, the organization was more unorganized than organized, but at least my sister won in 3rd place at the third round!